Public Speaking

I've heard say that our #1 fear is public speaking, followed by death. So yesterday, when the opportunity was dropped on my lap and too heavy to shift to someone else I accepted the challenge. I don't think I've spoken in front of a crowd since mandatory group projects in University.

I was asked to moderate an Ovarian Cancer Information and Support Evening. The moderator took ill and I knew it would make a good impression on my colleagues and boss. Important for the reference check in the future! I didn't have to make anything up, just introduce each of the panel speakers, make sure things ran on time, and lead the question period. Easy, right? I mean, if there is anything I can do well, I can talk!

I was a bundle of nerves prior to the event, so I went to the gym to work off the edge. The coordinators commented that I looked so relaxed and calm. Amazing for having only been asked that afternoon to jump in. I flubbed my way through the first few minutes, stumbling over a couple of words and telling myself to slow down my speech. But by the time the evening was over, I felt quite at ease and ad-libbing started to come easy. I received multiple compliments, and my self esteem soared.

The feedback I received today was all positive. Apparently I set the audience at ease and created a relaxed environment.

I could do this again!